That's life.

Its been ages since I wrote. But well, too much had been going on. The break ups, the fights, the crying and the hurting. Where should I even start ? I still love him. with all my heart. Thankfully, with God's grace, we're still happily together, after a nightmare of pain and accusation. Somehow, I lost my friends. Never really expected it. but it happened. They were so close. Now i'm just an ordinary person to them. It hurts so badly. I mean, they jumped into conclusion and didn't put themselves in my shoes. But i guess now they're better off. Going on vacations and grouping without me. Am I that monsterous ? Its a lonely life. But it still has to go on :)